Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

怕你误会，怕你痛， 怕你看到嬉戏的话语， 让你莫名的生气， 我远离虚幻，我逃离飘渺，

我傻傻的陪着你，我痴痴的想你， 我静静的只把你一个人拥在心里， 我默默地让你一个人，在我的梦里肆意。

我本以为这样， 你就会幸福，你就会与我轻松的在一起， 我本以为这样， 你就会快乐，你就会无拘无束，你就会放心， 你就会与我在昔日的甜蜜里陶醉。

可你今夜却对我说， 我这样的刻意对你，让你感觉到了压力， 让你有了愧疚，让你感觉到了累。 你幽幽的对我说： 让我回到以前，让我回归虚幻， 让我在飘渺里随意， 让我不要在乎你的左右，让我不要被你挟持， 让我在随缘里，与你继续。

你 还说，属于自己的，不会远去， 强求的幸福，强留的开心， 不会长久，也不会真正的幸福， 你只想与我爱的没有压力， 你说你只想与我随意的在一起。 你的话，让我的心痛痛的，看来我这一切的努力，都已白费， 看来我的强求，转来转去， 都在你的随缘里被包围， 远离虚幻，逃离飘渺， 一切都是我不想你，为了那些莫名其妙的留言， 暗暗的生气，默默地流泪， 我不想看着你不开心，我更不想你无端的猜测， 我不想因为那些莫须有的误会伤害了你，

可我静静地陪你，可我默默地与你在一起， 却让你有了无尽的压力， 却让你有了说不出的愧疚， 你让我逃也不是，在也不是， 你让我不知道怎么做，你才会放心，你才会满意， 你才会知道，我是真正的爱你？ 你想让我怎样的爱你？ 你能告诉我吗？ 你能给我一条明确的指示吗？ 我乞求你，我追问你， 可你幽幽的眼神，告诉我不可以， 你说你没事，可你的不开心写在了脸上， 你却让我不要胡思乱想，你却让我安心的去睡， 看着这样的你，我猜测着你的心里， 我想知道你真正的心曲， 可笨笨的我，我始终不明白， 我该怎样的去爱你，你才会开心， 你才会真正的幸福？ 满脑子你给的问题，满感觉里都是你给的谜， 你让我怎么不担心你？ 你又让我怎么去睡？ 你想让我怎样的去爱你，你能告诉我吗？ 只要你能给我一个方向， 我会无怨无悔的去爱你， 我会毫不推辞的遵循你的旨意，爱你到底。

因为我是真的爱着你， 因为我真的已经离不开你， 因为我这辈子，只有你会这样的爱我，

我又怎么舍失去你？