Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

【  只要你开心，不要你关心。

       人不走到绝境怎会更冷静。

     伤心证明不了爱有多笨。     】

谈恋爱真的是件很麻烦的事情。 刚学会怎么去喜欢一个人的时候，以为那就是爱了。

自以为是的爱得死去活来，最后时间过了，身边的人早就不知道换了几个了。

偶尔有时候会突然看到当初那个照片。指着屏幕上的人对身边的人哈哈大笑：“ 我跟你讲啊，他就是个傻瓜！当初怎么怎么怎么。。”

最后总结：“我当初怎么喜欢他喜欢成这样！！ 我也是个傻瓜吧~！”

也会有这么一个人，在我受了上面那个王八蛋的伤害以后拉了我一把。 我感激，可是我觉得我最爱的还是上面那个王八蛋~

然后时间久了，我发现我对现在的感情不能自拔了。可是这个曾经的天使最后也变成了王八蛋二号~ 他知道你的旧伤口愈合了，所以他肆无忌惮地原位置捅了第二刀。 于是我的世界里多出来一个王八蛋二号~~！

经历了上面两个王八蛋以后，我对我的感情终于不是随意付出了。我变得小心翼翼，挑剔而独立。

 然后这个时候，我就会认识第三个人。 因为我已经变得不再是之前那个小女孩了。

所以这第三个人对我来说几乎完美。我觉得很幸福，终于熬出头了！

然后我们过上我们的日子，应该是很幸福，因为双方都觉得对方是自己想要的人。

然后时间久了。 矛盾出现了。我突然发现，原则性问题比如说不小心上了别人的床啊， 不小心和别人说了句宝贝我爱你啊，这些问题一旦被原谅，并且不再犯以后，它们都不再是问题。

而真正的问题是，我们不合了。当初的默契如同过眼云烟，也说不上来哪里不对劲，可是就已经没了开始的感觉，争吵开始频繁地出现在我们两的生活里。

当初你侬我侬，现在你沉默我爆发。 最后我的第三个人终于受不了，也爆发了，奇怪的是他爆发完以后我们反而和平分手了，也许大家都已经比以前成熟了。一拍两散。

我又回到了单身的生活。开始真的很难熬。 晚上的时候我i有时候会想着想着突然哭泣。

可是我没有再像以前那样去挽回什么，因为我知道这段感情已经走到了尽头。

渐渐的我开始从颓唐伤感走向。 这第三个人我没有去怨恨他。 后面提及的时候，我会和我的朋友淡淡的说：“他真的是个很好的人，可是我们不合适。” 他没有变成王八蛋。他变成了我的过往一号。

因为没有人来为我写一封伤心证明书。 如果我死在了前面两个王八蛋的手里。只能说我不坚强。我不配拥有最后的美好。 如果我死在了过往一号的手里。只能说我够坚强，我依旧不配拥有的美好。