Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

我羡慕那些偏执而又倔强的女生，她们或许会错过一些，但她们不会因此而受伤，她们或许在爱，但是不会深陷。
我羡慕那些知道自己想要什么的女生，高富帅还是拼爹，她们心里都有一杆秤，奔着她们想要的去找，各种硬件到了，再问自己的心，是否爱他。
我羡慕那些不左顾右盼的女生，她们的幸福是靠自己争取的，她们清楚的知道，最好的不是下一个，而是眼前。

我之所以羡慕，是因为我做不到。恋爱会让女人失去理智，然而失去理智的女人往往就会失去爱。当爱情失去了尊严，或许就该说再见了。看了再多的文字，我仍然无法在他说“再见”的时候笑着说“我等你这句话很久了”。或许，我还放不下 ：‘（

一直觉得爱情是没有对错的，再怎么人渣的男人，只要你爱他，，他就是你的天、你的地，爱到后来，朋友问我 ：“你爱他什么”？我哑口无言，这个我日思夜想的男人，我竟然说不出他的好，说不出我爱他什么。

“他耐看”、“他对我很好”、。。。女人常常会怨自己的男人，可最让人心感无力的就是“他不爱我”， 我曾努力过，整整一年，我的生活只有他，催眠式的告诉自己，“他爱我，只是他的工作很忙”，“他爱我，只是他的性格脾气就是这样”，“他爱我，只是我还没有做到更好”“他爱我，读书压力很大’‘，’‘　他爱我，。。。。。。”
最后，哭着告诉自己，“不管怎样，我就是想守在他身边”


是我这一年的生活状态，为他喜为他悠，常常眼睛肿着去上班。 
那么，由我来，没了自尊的只剩一身伤，他告诉我“我们还能做朋友”。
于是，我知道，我再怎么努力，这一切都结束了／

一个人的日子，还是会想他，甚至，还爱他。
可是，没了勇气去找他  。甚至不知道他人现在在哪里。
没了他，我会难过，会想他，会爱他。
可这都是我一个人的事了，接下来的日子，
我会找回属于我的阳光，做一个淡漠的女子。 
致我曾经放下自尊深爱过的你。