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Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

Sunday, March 18
这些都是我学会的伪装 !!!

其实.,我很累了!

其实,一直没有人能够懂我,懂我的人,改变我的人,已经放弃我了!

我习惯了假装坚强,习惯了一个人面对所有!

我不知道自己到底想怎样!

有时候,我可以很开心的和每个人说话,可以很放肆的!

可是没有人知道那不过是伪装,很刻意的伪装!

我可以让自己很快乐很快乐!

可是却找不到快乐的源泉,只会让自己傻笑!

我不习惯把事跟别人说,因为我不习惯别人用可怜的眼光看我 !

其实,我很珍惜身边的人,只是生活的压力让我善于遗忘!把那些记忆通通遗忘 !

我以为遗忘可以让自己快乐起来!

可我感觉到的却是更多的寂寞!

黑夜来袭,周围的空气很躁……

一个人坐在那里,对着窗外的人群发呆……

也不知道自己在想什么.

怀念过去,仅此而已.

其实我很累了,真的想放下所有!

何时发现我不在爱写日记,即使心里有好多事,

我也宁愿憋在心里,不是我不愿说,而是我疲惫了!

facebook却不上线 MSN却不聊天  只是反复着打开空间,关闭空间.

何时 ,我沉默的不再爱讲话. 却很想找个知心朋友向她倾诉所有!

我喜欢在很静很静的黑夜,关了灯让寂寞把我包裹,却又害怕黑暗……

我也会偶而想和朋友聚聚. 或开心 或失望.

我也会偶尔找寻发泄的方法 ,或有效  ,或更伤

偶而也会寂寞的拿起手机翻开通信录,一遍一遍的……却不知道该打给谁……

这些都是我学会的伪装 !!!

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