Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

总是不经意间，就会莫名的失落、莫明的忧伤、莫名的不想再说什么，说不上是为了谁、说

不清是怎么回事；


总是不经意间，才发现我一直是这样的浑噩，不知道自己想要做什么，不清楚自己能做些什

么，不知不觉那些岁月已成过往；


总是不经意间，感觉自己什么都不是，所拥有的、所在乎的、所渴望的，都是建立在某些基

础上，当那些不再一切都是枉然；


很多时候，我以为自己知道的懂得的比别人多，理解的比他们更透彻，可当自己是他们时，

我何尝不是和他们一样，原来只是我自以为而已！


很多时候，我觉得很多东西我都可以不在意，可以不去在乎那些自己认为不必在乎的东西、

不应在乎的东西和未需要在乎的东西，可自己却总是被那些已看淡的东西所牵绊，原来只是

我觉得而已！


很多时候，我相信！我所付出的、我所书去的一些东西总是会有另一些东西来填充的；我相

信！总有那么一种东西、那么一种永恒，可以不受一切的干扰！可当那些都在眼前时，才知

道那只是一种愿景，原来一切都相互依存，没有某些条件所有的都是不成立！


我在想，那么多人、那么多事，到底都是因为什么? 到底都是为了什么?


仔细的想想自己，真的很想笑，无奈！苦涩！落寞！


也许，我总是这样，总是突然间就安静或者喧闹的过了分。 

总是喜欢听着忧伤的歌，把音量调得很大，才能把一切的不开心 和 很开心很开心 的都掩埋；



也许，我总是这样，总是突然间会因为某个人的一句话、一个动作，牵了心弦；却总是把某

些人一再的叮嘱忘得一无所有，毫不在意；


也许，我总是这样，总是把很多东西看的太重，又把某些东西看的太轻，结果总是产生太多

迷惑和不解；


也许，我总是这样，总是喜欢静静的待在夜空下，总是喜欢走得很快，总是喜欢一个人却又

怕孤单，总是喜欢两个人却又怕习惯；


也许，我总是这样，总是太顾忌别人的想法，却又不肯轻易放弃，总是突然就很开心，又一

下子很失落；


也许，我总是这样，总是喜欢想很多很多，却说的很少很少，总是喜欢感受很深很深，却不

表现也不表达出来；


也许，我总是这样，总是傻傻的认为，自己可以做到很多很多，却发现我给的真的很少很

少；