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Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

Sunday, March 18
撤下我的 ‘’ 累 ‘’ ‘’泪 ‘’

在公园独自散步的时候,遇到了老伯伯,看到我很多心事烦恼,

却叫了一声,‘’ 小女孩,来陪伯伯说话‘’。

那时我也想陪老人家,因为我没有家庭的爱,

人的一生中有太多的无奈和烦恼,有太多的伤感,

有多少往事不堪回首?有多少记忆如过眼烟云?

也许,亲情、有情、恋情都将伴随心累的历程,

也许,所谓的傲骨与傲气,都得付出心累的代价!


 老伯告诉我,许许多多的过往堆积在记忆的深处,

一天一天,心里装的越来越多,心的负荷也就越来越重。

有太多的分分秒秒、太多的点点滴滴,凝成 回忆;

也有太多的选择、太多的无奈,但这无数个太多的背后, 

你只能让心去承受,让心去感悟……(我在承受着)


生命本是一场漂泊的漫旅,走过的每一个地方,

遇到的每一个人,也许都将成为驿站,成为过客。

总是喜欢追忆,喜欢回顾,喜欢眷恋。

却发现,曾经以为念念不忘的事情,就在我们念念不忘的过程中,已慢慢淡忘……

对于曾经的驿站,只能剪辑,不能驻足,对于曾经的过客,只能感激,不能苛求。


就是这里,伯伯说:

人之所以会心累,就是常常徘徊在坚持和放弃之间。

生活中总会有一些值得回忆的心情往事,更有一些必须面对的难舍难分。

放弃与坚持,该如何取舍?勇于放弃是一种大气,敢于坚持何尝不是一种勇气。 

(我心累,可是我一直都在坚持,都不放弃,而他却放弃了,我将要怎么去勇敢面对?)


人之所以会烦恼,就是没有学会遗忘。

一切的一切都深藏于心灵深处,

“记住该记住的,忘记该忘记的,改变能改变的,接受不能改变的。

”又有几人能如此洒脱!(我不能忘记,只能记住,已经改变了,却不能接受)
  
人之所以会痛苦,就是追求的太多。

明知道有些理想永远无法实现,有些问题永远没有答案,

有些故事永远没有结局,有些人永远只是熟悉的陌生人,

可还是在苦苦地追求着,等待着,幻想着。(我还在苦苦的追求,等待着)


人之所以不快乐,就是计较的太多。

不是我们拥有的太少,而是我们计较的太多。

世界上没有完美无缺的东西,缺憾有时也是一种美…… 

(我不是拥有太少,我不是计较太多,而是真的很希望他在身边,而不是需要什么贵重豪华的东西,没有了他,我找不到快乐)



接着接着,他又说 :

面对着诸多的诱惑,有多少人能把握好自己,又有多少人不会因此而迷失自己?

当你不懂得爱情的时候,爱情却经常与你擦身而过。

很多时候,我们走错了路却不能回头,我们经常做梦,却总是难以醒来;

经常幻想却总是难以实现。经常的抱怨却总是不去努力。



人生,其实就是这样,无奈但又必须去接受。

有时总想让自己活得潇洒快乐一些,却对身边的人或事物无法割舍!

人生总有太多的无奈和遗憾。



再好的东西都有失去的一天,

再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天,

再爱的人,也有远走的一天,

再美的梦也有惊醒的一天,该放弃的决不挽留,该珍惜的决不放手。


完毕



回家了。我,

心累了,在宁静的夜晚,喝一杯凉茶,

放一曲淡淡的音乐,将自己融化在音乐中……体味那份温情和感动和感伤;

心累了,静静地躺在床上,被子擦干眼角的泪水……

心累了,还可以独自一人大哭一场,让泪水冲去心中的积怨和烦恼……




  喜欢的歌,静静地听,喜欢的人,远远地看!


 Priscillia 笔



** 我写的都是老伯说的,其实还有很多,我记不起,我记得起的就是有关我的事,才把它写下来。

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