Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

不知道为什么最近老是睡不好，就算闭上眼睛，眼睛里的泪水还依然的掉下来，

生病整整两个月了，很难受。

有时候真的睡下去了，呼吸的时候，就开始不停的咳嗽，然后就不能再睡下去了。

最近也不知道为什么，常常按着自己的心脏呕吐，心脏越跳越快，我就会吐血了。

有时还无缘无故嘴巴会尝到血的味道，还以为自己咬到嘴巴了，还是牙龈流血。

可是不是，血是从我的喉咙那边开始的。

头痛，睡不好，吃不下，很辛苦！真的很辛苦啊！

一直以来，我生病，看了医生，服了药，就好了。

而现在，我不知是生病，而且还流了鼻血。

脚不小心受伤流血，手也很痛很痛，虽然没有留下任何巴纹，

可是我从此以后都无法拿重量的东西，甚至我的包包，

里面装着 我的钱包，电话，充电器，眼药水，药物，巧克力。

这些轻轻的东西对我来说没有什么，自从我的手受伤了之后，

这些东西已经对我来说很重了。

每天早晨，我左手拿包包，右手拿环保袋，里面装我的3个饭盒 ，一盒豆奶，

然后又要抱着大瓶的白开水，又要拿着重重的手提电脑，

我的手撑不住了！ :'( *哭*


但是我知道已经是不可能了，无论多辛苦，无论我的手有多疼痛，我都依然撑下去。

我，厉害 在于朋友面前  掩饰我的伤痛。
我，厉害 在于朋友面前  假装坚持，强颜欢笑。

而我 最脆弱的就是，自己一个人偷偷哭泣。

T_T




Priscillia.
我到底是怎么了？今年是我的血光之灾吗？！！