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Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

Friday, March 16
莫名其妙的朋友给我一个新的生日

不是因为条件,还是有人喜欢我,

我也活得比以前更糟糕,虽然不再那么任性,

也不是因为对爱情死心。





去了ktv,不知道为什么一起定了巧克力蛋糕,而且不是我的生日。

朋友制定要我吹灭蜡烛。在KTV突然听到的某首歌

,会让我不自禁模糊了视线。一些场景,一些气息,始终无法忘怀。

朋友帮我介绍这首歌时,我也会满心期待的听。





却依然单身。闭上眼睛吹蜡烛的时候,总是希望身边有另一个人一起许愿。

一些客气的场合,有人来搭讪,话题围绕着我单身的原因。

而他们最后给出的结论是,‘’ Priscillia, 你太挑了‘’。

我在心里面笑,所以其他人都不挑吗!?





其实我自己知道,为什么不能好好谈一场恋爱。

就是因为,我太清楚自己是怎样的一块料,所以不会再轻而易举把自己交出去。

就像是,有一天我发现跌倒以后的伤口,会开始留下疤痕,

于是走路时不敢再大步跨出去。


因为,我惯性太强、记性太好。认识一个人很简单,忘记一个人很困难。

我曾经心满意足的闭上眼睛,让另一个人带你去任何地方,

最后却差点回不来。所以不能再失去方向感。





于是我就变得胆小了,以前打电话找不到人就拼命的打,

现在发了短信没回应,即使心中有波动也可以忍住。

以前我们最有兴趣的话题是对方的过去,现在会先关心这份感情有没有未来。





所以,空暇的时候,我宁愿自己一个人在烈日下逛街,

也不愿让对方觉得自己很在乎什么。我安慰自己,有自己就够了,一个人生活。

如果有一天当那个人出现时,我反而会开始慌张、害怕。


只是,我单身,可是心中的他,就像我也没计划过一定用哪只手写字。

不过是,既然如此了那就这样吧。



我想要有人一起旅行,一起看电影。

我想和那个人说自己准备好了,只是没有勇气,请对方多一点耐心。

我想说不再需要太多惊喜,在心里等的是一份相守以望的感情,

抬起头来强颜欢笑,如此而已。



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Priscillia 笔

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