Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

常常问自己、那么爱你为什么？一遍又一遍、但始终找不到答案。只知道、没有了你、一切都便得没有了意义、上班没有心情、下班后看著一切不想懂、就连心爱的音乐也听的让人心生烦躁。

你对我好吗?我觉得非常好、可是对你来说你觉得不好，为什么？因为从来没有人对我怎么好，是你不觉得罢了。跟別人比一比，你对我的那一点好、不值得一提。或许是我默默的付出、却对你一向没有多的要求、让你不知不决中忘记了，我要你的关心、需要你的体贴、需要你的疼爱。

你的冷漠就像一把刀、轻易而易取就能把我的心刺痛， 一次又一次的破碎不堪的心、让其实不胖的我、被折磨的更加消瘦了。不知道你看到曾经和如今我的样子、你那顆冷漠的心是否会有一絲絲的心痛和內疚？还是我的死活真的再也惊动不到你的心了呢?

重是在心痛想你的时候、不由自主的给你发信息、可是每当信息一发出去我就后悔了、不管每次我写了多长的信息、而你回给我的总是一个字、兩个字。真的很想离 开，这个不幸福的家庭、可內心深處又有一絲絲的抗拒、我知道、那是因為你还在这里。我知道哪怕我已没有理由再去见你、但我还是希望能夠离你近一些；不想离 那么遥远，多想找个人把你代替、可我的眼里、我的心里都裝不下任何人了、我知道、那是因为你还在那里，於是只能无奈的任凭泪水继续流着、心继续痛着。

没有你的日子、我的天空总是下着雨、每当夜人靜的時候、思念的痛就着我身体里的每一根神經。可是我爱过、伤过、痛过、哭过、那又怎样、真正爱过了、就很很难做到放弃。

那么爱你为什么？我不知道。也许、真正爱一个人是没有任何理由的、只因不幸爱上了。我爱你、命中注定我有此一劫。