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Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

Sunday, December 18
友情。:"(

我不知道我到底做错了什么,上天要这样的惩罚我。
我只是一个女人,一个原本连自己都保护不了的却还试图去保护别人的女人。
直到不能自拔的时候才发现原来自己已经承担了那远远超过自己能力范围太多的重担。
这重担已经压得我喘不过气来,原以为做事的认真是优点,以为对人的以诚相待是不变的真理。
可是直到最后才发现自己已经落伍了,在被那现实重重的摔在了一边的时候才体会到了疼痛。
即使自己能够爬起来,也已经摔得头破血流。然而这一切怪不得别人,都是我自找的,我也没有理由去怪罪谁。
现在工作压力大,我不希望我再带给别人压力与不愉快。
我希望我能够给与所有的人,朋友或者是陌生人一份简单的快乐。我希望我所有的朋友都健康幸福。
我已无力抗争,我只能选择躲避,也许这是我现在唯一能够选择的保护自己的方式。
我不知道还有什么方法能够保护我不再受 到伤害。请原谅我的自私,其实我也不想。

我累了,真的累了,从来没有过的感觉。游戏也许我已经玩不起了。
你们可以说我懦弱、我一个女生还在乎些什么?
我现在才发现第一次踏入社会,开始有第一份工作,简单得就像一张白纸,一一支墨迹就能玷污的白纸。
喜欢的,不喜欢的…我只是不能承受这过激得变化。因为我已经没力了…我不想再在自己的伤口上撒盐。
如果这也算是错误的话,我宁可一错再错。我还没有那么坚强和伟岸。我也有我的脆弱。
我希望别人看到的是透明的我;我不希望遮遮掩掩的叫人觉得虚伪与做作;
我不喜欢受冤枉,因为冤枉本身就代表了不信任。我不喜欢被怀疑的感觉。
你们可以和我发脾气,说我傻,说我笨,说我什么什么…
可是我不想你们像刀子一样来割我的肉, 来怀疑我,来否定我…
我也有我的尊严、我做人的处事原则…我从来不回避我人性中的弱点。
我胆小、我懦弱、我办事毫无主见,我任性、我贪 玩、我做事笨手笨脚。正是这样我才会更加珍视我们的这一段友情…
我原以为我是在游戏中,可惜我太傻了…我的懦弱给我带来了更加的伤害,像一把锥子一样深深的刺痛在我的心里。我累了,真的累了。怕是连呼吸的力气 都没有了。最近不知道怎么了,我总是觉得自己好累,累的我上气不接下气。
没吃没喝,又生病能了,我撑不住了,我是一个女生,一个不漂亮但是自认为平凡的女生。
我已经伤痕累累。我认了。至少我曾经拥有过,它曾经真实的存在过。
在我的心里我还是要谢谢你们,谢谢你们曾经给与过我的一切。而我,在这里只会成为你们友情路上的绊脚石。
我太小气、太自私,我知道我这一点不好,我有我的自私,我把它包裹的很深,我不希望有一天它的锋芒冲出来刺伤 了你们。

我写的很辛苦~我的文笔不好,但我还是希望你们能够认真的看完我写的东西。也许在别人眼中这些文字一钱不值。
但在于我,它是我用心写出来的。唯一想写给你们看的东西。
在这里我诚心的希望一边默默地祝福你们…


只要是我朋友的人,我都很珍惜你们爱你们。 :(

Priscillia 10/12/2011

2:08 PM




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