Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

不管你们认为是我变了还是什么，或是我真的不同了，我只想告诉你们：我妥协得太累了！
 我都在尽去挽留这份感情；即使明明累了，就算心酸得泪 也決堤，人也崩潰，却还是协力去经营这份情意。我没有放弃任何可以弥留的机会，只是你却不再体谅我她怎么信息我告诉我那些东西？我不愿再给予机会去瓦解这份破裂，当我鼓起勇气安慰你时，却被她的決絕地千里之外；你懂``我有多想哭吗？！

我不懂怎么去安抚你的焦躁，我不知要如何去抚平这段感情的沦陷，我什么都不说，只是在沉默的空洞裡等待你。我选择了逃离，不去正视，不去探讨，到底是你的问题，还是我出了不该出的错误？ 多久了，我坚持多久努力多久？！！你到底有没有看到？！好久以前，我根本不曾这样无视我的存在！

此刻，我嘲笑自己，肆意地嘲弄自己的愚昧，本以为可以一直走下去，却无缘无故地就这么的丟失，我没有不甘心，我尝试过失去的滋味，也习惯了，別说我无情！用情太多的后果却换殘憶！

我沉默，是我不想在言语上增添伤口，我不说，是因为我疲惫的借口，尽管你埋怨我的不体贴，我也只能只能一直地沉默又沉默，我什么都不说，直到你明白这份沉默是保护彼此的結界为止。


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