Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

我，薛谅妹，现在宛如一只懒散的动物，不想听、不想说、不想看、不想想、不想煩、

不想吵、不想哭、不想笑、更不想再闹！只想把自己封闭在黑暗的角落里偷偷哭泣。

走过的路，留下的痕跡，始终会被风化掉。模糊了的足跡，谁又会记得得我来过？

心，被掏空了。泪，也被烘干了。此刻的我，崩溃了。

你们 问我：想哭吗？大声地哭出来吧! 但是我知道，眼泪在警示我，鼻酸在提醒

我，眼泪夺眶而出的時候，我要选择逃离了，跟你们笑笑说：神经啊，我哪里有

哭，眼睛痛而已啦。哈哈哈哈哈。

不想让任何人看家这种卑微的泪水。不想在脆弱的時候躲进任何人的怀抱。

你们不要因为我可怜而同情我，我要的是你们真正的关心我！！

我一个人心酸。我一个人荒涼。我一个人墮落。我一个人反省。我一个人沉思。我一个人遺忘。我一个人吃饭。我一个看戏。我一个人唱歌。我一个人哭泣。我一个人幻想。我一个人寂寞。我一个拍照。就连恋爱都是跟自己恋爱。

说真的：我会可笑吗？哈哈~会吧？

我知道，其实不是世界不明我，而是我不愿被世界去看透。

只想有某个你，可以懂得 我在这里，如何去努力，如何承担她们对我的批

评，如何接受他们对我的欺负。

即使脆弱无助，都可以用力去盖着我的伤口。

我努力在别人面前微笑，却止痛了我的嘴角，再用力微笑，我的眼泪都被我挤了出来！

只是，我更懂。那个你，没有存在了，也不可能在我身边了。

只想，我告诉你，我真的很想很想你。


:'(
Priscillia 29/12/2011