no surprise here

Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

Tuesday, August 30
如果你不爱了。

某人,我喜欢你,但那也只是曾经, 
因为现在是爱,我爱你。
谢谢你的不在乎,让我学会了苦苦等待的心。

你已经好久没有主动找我,
甚至没有主动发过一条短信,
我们,就这样了吧
就这样,不再爱你了
不再,为你心动了
(我不知道我是否能做到吗?)

 你会不会,会不会像我想你一样想我呢?
距离拉长了思念,却阻隔了见面;
让你离我好远好远
眼看着身边的人一个一个都有了轰轰烈烈,
我想,是该放下你了
回忆,仅仅是用来回忆

 不要说我不甘寂寞,
因为我已经寂寞了好久
不要说我用情不专,
因为你从来不属于我
也不要说我轻言放弃,
那是因为爱、因为委屈、因为心痛...

留着你的短信不舍得删掉了
一遍一遍的回看我们的聊天记录了
傻傻的盯着手机期望你的电话了
一整晚的面子书等你现身了
到处跟别人打听你的消息了
不再向好友倾诉自己的心酸了, 

你拨动了我的心弦,却不曾为我驻足
当我以为你还在的时候
你已没有踪影
当你回头找寻我的时候
我已开始寻找自己的天空
亲爱的,
我把最美好最美好的年华留给了你。

我爱你的时候是真的爱你, 
请不要怀疑,
曾经,我愿意不顾一切的等你
愿意随时随地陪你
愿意在你身后默默的看你
为你的快乐而快乐
为你的悲伤而悲伤。

我想成为你的第一个人
我可以不是你第一个喜欢的人
我可以不是你第一个牵手的人
我可以不是你第一个拥抱的人
我可以不是你第一个亲吻的人
我可以不是你第一个拥有的人
我可以、可以、可以不是你的种种第一

 不是口口声声说爱我吗?不是每次都说想我吗?
你可知道,在你每次不理我的时候,我心里有多么的难过吗?
你可知道,其实我也怕打扰你,
但我真的忍不住想你,才给联系你的,
当你给我回信息时,你知道我有多么兴奋吗?
你可知道,你每次敷衍我时,我有多么失落吗?
你可知道,你每次不接我电话时,我有多么担心吗?
你可知道,你每次对我那么冷默时,我的心在滴血吗?
你可知道,有太多你该知道的事你不知道吗?
你可知道,我用我的生命去爱你吗?
你可知道…我知道,也许你什么都不知道,

我知道,也许你没有想那么多,
我知道,也许你根本没去理会那么微不足到的事情!
但是,你可知道,你这么做,
让我感觉到你不在乎我,让我感觉到你不关心我,
让我感觉到,你没有那么爱我!

如果,如果你真的爱我,那就麻烦你辛苦一下,
把这些你感觉微不足到的事情做好些可以吗?
因为对于我来说,它真的很重要...

如果你不爱了,那就告诉 我好吗?



12:19 PM




may the force be with you

www.vip-chong.blogspot.com http://babe-lovejourney.blogspot.com/ http://irences.blogspot.com/ link link link

after tomorrow but before today

September 2009 October 2009 November 2009 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 September 2010 October 2010 April 2011 May 2011 June 2011 July 2011 August 2011 September 2011 October 2011 November 2011 December 2011 January 2012 February 2012 March 2012 June 2012 October 2012

you owe me a cookie

Designer
DancingSheep
Resources
x


swear like a sailor

tagboard yeah.