no surprise here
Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!
You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!
A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world,
a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts.
i want to be 11 again.
but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead.
why am i always just a little too late?
I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..
Monday, August 15
因为我太爱你、太想你.
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在这静静的夜里, 想对你说说我早就想说的话, 而一直没有对你说的心里话.
感觉想你是一种幸福, 也是一种痛苦, 算是甜蜜的痛苦吧!
在世上有那么多人, 而我偏偏认识了你, 这是一种缘分吗?你可以告诉我吗?
我说不清, 我只知道, 你有一种与众不同的内质吸引着我,
我其实都在单身的, 为了放下死去的前男友, 忘了伤我的前男友,
因为遇见了你, 我又有爱的冲动, 心开始为你而跳动,
不敢看你的眼睛, 怕你的电太强, 我怕我的血脉会破裂.
所以, 我被放逐在外, 却等候你的看见, 看见我那脆弱的心.
我们的未来通过时间越来越冷. 虽然一个粗略的时间.
但是现在回想以前, 我以前只是一个傻瓜, 被他们欺骗.
我想我是错了, 我爱得那么深, 为什么我一直都那么爱着你?
我们从来没有见面过, 我猜它只是生活中的一切已经被注定了.
我曾不止一次地反复问自己:究竟什么东西让我如此痴迷你?
我到今无法找到令自己非常满意的答案. 可能是我上辈子欠你什么吧~
所以, 我对你一直有一种期待, 一种莫可名状的躁动, 一种无法表达的情结.
所以, 我有了一种想每天见到你的渴望, 我渴望与你相见,
还在于我想给你很多, 尽管那些也许对你来说并不重要, 也许并不需要.
我知道虐待被单独留在家中, 我孤独的坐在角落里, 哭出我所有的眼泪.
之前, 我睡前我都向上帝祈祷, 为你有一个幸福的生活.
我告诉自己三个字 :没事的.
我只是在欺骗我自己. 我不想让你知道我其实我真的很想哭.
但我一直在忍着, 忍住泪水, 它就像我的谎言, 真理是要告诉我不要那么轻易放手.
但是你应该知道, 对我, 你就是我所有的世界.
但我一直消极的思想, 我却没有想到的是我们有过的时间,
唱歌给你听, 一起讲冷笑话, 一起唱你为我写的歌, 还有很多很多.
因为之前我过的是坎坷的爱情, 而现在我过的是幸福的生活,
你的身边总有这么多人围绕, 选择的相对也多了, 会疼你, 关心你,
有很多情感和思念是无法用语言表达的, 我对你也是如此.
所以我只能用烂的话去表达:‘’ 我真的真的好喜欢你, 想你. ‘’
我想给你很多很多, 但我又问自己:我要给的, 是你所需要的吗?你会接受吗?
除了爱、思念、关心、体贴、爱护…… 我好象没什么好东西给你了.
每次告诉你, 告诉我自己, 我会做任何事情都是为了你,
我唯一希望的是你能成为我最后一个牵着我陪我走下去的唯一一个.
我不知道应该怎么说, 我猜是时候的到来, 我应该放手, 祝福你和她过的很幸福, 很幸福.
这痛苦, 我想应该无法也不能把它忘了. 珍贵的一份甜蜜痛苦.
其实我真的只希望那最公正的时间能带给我们俩一生的感动, 你能理解吗?
如果有一天, 我突然从你眼前消失了, 那就请你经常打开这个看看吧.
你只需记得曾经有个人喜欢过你, 并且打算一直喜欢下去, 就行了.
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1:49 PM
swear like a sailor
tagboard yeah.