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Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

Friday, July 15
一个等我的人;一个爱我的人

等我的男孩,
我能说的是一句抱歉的话。
别再继续的对我好,因为我能做的只是内疚。
对我越好的你,
我的良心就越过意不去。
别再继续的等待,因为我和你没有明天的。
我知道你的好,只是我配不上你。

爱我的男孩,
我能说的也就是一句抱歉的话。
这些日子,让你心疼让你流泪,让你不快乐,为的只是一个我。
如果可以,
我想不顾一切的,明天就跟你走到天荒地老。
但是,我知道,时间却永远也不会允许这一天的到来。

当我面对等待我的人和爱我的人的时候,
内心存在的是千千万万的歉意。
我痛恨自己,做事不能一刀两断。
心,总是太容易被真相打败。

如果可以,我想做的是退出这场爱情游戏。
因为,我不想伤害任何一方。
我更情愿,受伤害的只是我自己一人。

面对你们,我根本没能打从心里的说出真心话。
因为我深怕,一丁点的痛苦,会带给你们满满的伤害。
我能做的只是对着你们傻傻的大笑,
因为只有这样,你们才真的放心和相信,现在的我是很快乐的。

如果可以,
我期望我永远都不知道那个真相,更希望没有跟你开始过。
如此的刻骨铭心,叫你们如何忘得了。

离开,
如果真的解脱,我愿意离开这里一辈子。
也不愿去面对如此残酷的真相。
我就是如此的卑微,我一点也不愿意看见被我伤害的你们。

若,我退出了,
这,对谁都会好的,是么?


Priscillia________________ 15. 07. 2011


11:15 AM




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