no surprise here
Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!
You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!
A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world,
a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts.
i want to be 11 again.
but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead.
why am i always just a little too late?
I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..
Monday, July 18
告诉我,你到底要我怎样?
我很烦。我不知道我在烦什么?
我只想要有一个拥抱,抱着我,让我哭得痛痛快快,
同时我也要一个人能擦干我的眼泪,轻轻的在我耳边告诉我:
别哭了。
为什么相爱的人不能在一起?
为什么这段从未开始的恋情就感觉好像要结束了。
到底是什么阻挡我们去相爱?你能告诉我吗?
我很累,从我单身到现在,
你是唯一一个男生感动到我,
你知道我多久没有哭了吗?
遇见了你,认识了你,每天我都以泪才能入睡,
我爱上了你才会哭。
因为什么?因为我们都知道我们是不可能。
有时我很霸道,因为我不想越陷越深,
我怕我爱你会爱到无法自拔。
你告诉我我该如何怎么做?
我想单身。但是我 又想跟你在一起,
可是我又怕被伤害。
我的心真的碎了,我不是工作而累,
我是因为烦而累了。
告诉我,怎么做才是最完美的?
我知道当我接受了他,你会不高兴对吗?
可是因为我报复了我不知道我会发生什么事。
我不想要你为难,我不要你有事。
这是我跟他的事情,我想要自己一个人解决。
我不想害到任何人。
我很烦啊!!!!!
你一下一下说叫我做你永远的 best + good friend,
你只能给我 ‘’ 知己 ‘’ 的名分。
过后你又说你爱我,不要我离开,想牵我的手。
过后你又说我们是 ‘’ 简单普通的朋友 ‘’。
我重复看了我们的信息,来来去去,读来读去,
一下你的信息会让我很温馨,
一下你得信息弄到我很不开心,
一下又让我很生气,
一下又一下,我到底要开心还是要生气还是要伤心?
我很乱。
这几天我无法睡觉,我没有胃口要吃东西,我不知道。
我是不是生病了?
还是我生了 ‘’ 心病 ‘’ ‘’累病‘’ 还是 ‘’ 烦病‘’ ?
你对我的关心你对我的好很让我失望你知道吗?
因为我想要你亲手把你要给我的东西给我,
食物还是饮料。
可是一次又一次你让我很失望,
你总是叫人家送去我店给我。
而不是你的人站到我面前给我。
我知道你生病,不敢让我看到你脆弱的样子,
可是我说了我不介意。
我很伤心。伤心为什么我无法让你好起来。
我要你好好照顾自己,我要你答应我的!
我不要看到你生病。你懂吗?!
告诉我,你到底要我怎样?
Priscillia _______ :( <'3
12:33 PM
swear like a sailor
tagboard yeah.