no surprise here
Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!
You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!
A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world,
a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts.
i want to be 11 again.
but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead.
why am i always just a little too late?
I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..
Sunday, June 19
Dear, honestly I miss you so much :'(
I miss you darling, as i always do. But today is especially hard because the ocean has been singing to me, and the song is that of our life together. I can almost feel you beside me as I write this letter, and I can smell the scent of wildflowers that always reminds me of you. But at this moment, these things give me no pleasure. Your visits has been coming less often, and I feel sometimes as if the greatest part of who I am is slowly slipping away.
Dear, honestly I miss you so much :'(
3:48 PM
Sunday, June 12
對那個不快樂的自己說聲:對不起.....
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起-总是让自己不开心
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起-总是莫名其妙的忧伤
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 我伤害了自己
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 总是给自己太多的压力
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 总是忘了提醒自己好好照顾自己
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 总是不能为所欲为的做自己喜欢的事儿
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起-我不够了解我自己
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 因为悲观让自己不再相信生活
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 因为倔强让自己受了很多伤
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 因为伪装让自己活的很开心
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 一直用笑容骗自己
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 因为年轻让自己疲惫了太久
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 因为悲伤麻烦了一些爱我的人
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 很久没有好好的照顾自己
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 很久没有给自己挑一份喜欢的礼物
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起-我硬要自己遮掩伤口
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 曾经为了别人而难为自己
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 难过的时候只能让自己硬撑着
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 含泪微笑的时候我没有倾诉
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 心那么的疼还要假装着不在乎
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 让自己装了这么多年的无所谓
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜
忽然很想跟自己说声- 对不起,
对不起- 忘记了要搁浅
忽然很想跟自己说声还有其他朋友宝贝们说 - ‘’ 对不起 ‘’ ,
对不起 - 再也找不回原来的自己
我弄
丢了太多的东西、
忘记了太多的事情、
在乎了太多事情、
用错了方法去关心他和关心自己身边的人、
对不起,真的对不起......
不敢乞求自己的原谅,
忘记所有,重新开始.
抬头仰望夜空,眼泪都已倒流,
我需要努力尽得起这些考验,
只有让自己活得更好才能对过去的生活有所补偿。
却只想告诉自己,
對那個不快樂的自己說聲:對 不 起.....
Priscillia Martinez ________ :'(
5:54 PM
Monday, June 6
Life is hard, it's difficult.
Life is hard, it's Difficult.
But it's doesn't mean that we just standing only and dont keep moving, step forward, try to be better, try to be strong to face this life.
The more u think it's hard and difficult, the more suffer you'll feel. O
ur journey is still many more to face.But we must remember there is many more people are worst than us. Dont compare yourself with the perfect, but compare yourself with the lackness, sure will always motivate you and always thank to God for what we had.
1:43 AM
Friends are knife
Friends are knife,
dont let them stab you from behind,
it's really be my golden experience forever,
friends none of them is good.
Lmao
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1:33 AM
Sunday, June 5
All my girls. I love them much.
All my Girls. I love them much.
Sorry that I have been BUSY this fews months few weeks few days few few few...... lol...
I dont have too much time to update my blogger.
Erm.... well, I busy of my working too, and also dont have too much time to on my facebook.
lalalalalalalalalalalala..................____________
Ok....
Here we are....
This
chapter is all about my
best friends my sisterS......
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This is
Makiyo Elaine,
Awesome girl and I treat her like my sister. hehe xD....
We know each other couple of years. We are very close because we always together make up and dress nicely when we hanging out . ♥♥♥
This is Crystal. A girl always talk with us very gek tiok one. haha..... She is the clever girl. aha~ :D Everytime when I didnt do homework or anything, I sure borrow from her and copy her answer. She is my friend since primary school. We know each other almost 12years liao lo~ xD.. She is nice and simple girl. She doesn't like to make up and dress nicely. We have to force her. she baru will listen to us.... :) ♥♥♥
This is Eunice. An active girl and best ever sister. We know each other since we at secondary school. But not very close. 2009, we meet in the same class, Class 4A1, we sit together, from that on we start playing like a siao lang. We too highper active.... Zeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ♥♥♥
This is Gwendo Lina. The sexy and hotties girl for me. Hahaz.... She is kind and Funny. Alot of people thought that we are sister... Isn't we look same? Twins.? haha```♥♥♥
This is my mummy Kunzo Dora at secondary school. We same school bus going to school ( when afternoon session ). My mummy so good and she got abit lor lor and sot sot... I mean when she talk always make me catch no ball geh.... wow.............. xD~♥♥♥
Well, this is Alyssa, sit beside me when we're form 5, She is clever and hardworking girl. When I start working at One jaya, She worked at Regalo the gifts house which is near my shop I'm working at. She going to Johor study. We will less meet each other already.... :'(♥♥♥
This is my brother. Sam. Also my dancing partner.. Aduh.... when thinking tiok this dancing, I will feel abit funny and dissapointed. Because we can't dance properbly.... He is a boy sitting around all girls... LOL..... xD~ He is the best boy friend. I mean friend which is boy. Dont missunderstanding ya~ Hehe.... ♥♥♥
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Working Friends ( Dian Ji Sister forever )
This is my first job at One Jaya Lifestyle Mall. I'm the sales assistant at Morris Trend Collection which is sell alot of Korean Men Wear Clothes and some stuff. And I got alot of new friends here, they are my Working Friends. Here they are ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
This is my pretty sister Shilly Tan Liming. I call her '' Miin Miin '', She is sales girl at GS Apperal Bamboo. Caution is the most oblivious part at her working place. But I don't know how I know her. Haha.... Well, she is funny girl for me. She always kacau and bully me.. Haha.... She is a nice girl, and she always so rude to us. When the timing is coming, she will open the song very loudly. She like to scold CB Dian Ji and alot..... We also play at slap each other, punch each other. We still got quarrel...haha``` but just play play nia la~ This school holiday she come back to work for part time only. Wuwuwu... T_T No people play with me liao........♥♥♥
This is my dian ji sister Sze Yun, She very tall and big. But she is cute..... =) The 1st girl I saw very tall one.. She worked at Panama Concept. I also dont know how I know her. Just chitchat only then we become close friend. Now she at Labuan study account. I hope she will just fine when at there... I miss her damn much````` :( Hmm.... dont know when we can meet again... :'(( ♥♥♥
This is my lil' cicak sister Peach Felicia, my cicak muii muii, she is cute and hyperactive girl. She is 15years old. She work at Tracy Custome Jewerlly near my shop. She is my top 1 facebook spammer. She is a small small little girl full with alot of love problem. LOL erm..... I'm her cicak jiie jiie and she is my cicak muii muii xD ♥♥♥
This is a cute little girl Arabelle Chong. Used to call her Peii Peii, also same years with Felicia and before she working at Tracy there too... She is cute and a little girl who has always get hurt by a stupid boys.!!! :( Hmm... I hope she is just fine and become a strong girl. Jiayou++ Jiie Jiie support you~ ♥♥♥
This is Miimii, another little cute girl, She has a black long hair and a small eyes wear a big contact lens... Miimii is a nicely girl but she has alot of problem with her family .But nevermind, Jiie Jiie can't do anything but Jiie can be your best listener and give you some advise.♥♥♥
This is Ah Fan, my 帅姐, work at 2nd floor Buttom Up Collection. Ah fan is a good person. Haha.... Always go to eat breakfast with her or go limteh go eat 麻辣面... Ah fan is a 害羞 person...hahahaha~ ♥♥♥
Lastly, this is my new friend. Her name is Grace. Missy Grache. 21years old but she look like 18 or 19 years old. She is a super duper little girl at one jaya. I think only la~ Not very sure... hehe~ She is cute and funny when she talk chinese. Well, she is awesome... I love her too~ ♥♥♥
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Hmmmm............... This is Me. I got a new name today. Is Kikanu Xier. I dont know what is the meaning of Kikanu. But I like this name. Is a cute name. Haha~ xD
9:31 PM