Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

 my make up now showing how i FEELS and showing my WEAK.

 On the outside appearance i HAPPY, but the truth is in the eyes.

 They show what is in my SOUL, releasing my PAINS as i CRIES.

 

i have finally shut myself down, i am so TIRED of my flaws. 

Everyone is so quick to judge on me, as if i have broke the worst law. 

Now with TEARS running down my face, only sees a pool of BLOOD.

My bleeding mascara and razor cut wrists begin to start a flood.

 

i used to be able to hide my PAINS, but now the makeup is GONE. 

Completely giving into pressure, i knows that i doesn't belong. 

Wanting someone to see my inner beauty, i begins to CRY again. 

Nobody can save me from the worlds deadliest transgression.

 

Now it is another morning, i shall cover up with make up, i LIES. 

As i one and only sees through mine, i slowly begins to DIE. 

He tried to convince mine that i was SPECIAL, yet i didn't BELIEVE.

Now im completely LOST in my thoughts, My mascara still bleeding.

it's all about my past.

I need to deleted it so i wont remember the past.!

I should forget the Past.!!!!!

from sadness learn to smile

especially give to Ahboy and Kino see this notes.

当初你看上我想跟我做朋友.

我不要，你能怎样？

过后我们是朋友，

你说喜欢我，

我拒绝，你能怎样？

后来我们在一起，

你说要永远守护我，我说再看吧，

你能怎样？

后来我把爱都给了你，你却践踏了，

我能怎样？

后来我尽全力守护我们的爱，

你却另有想要的天空，我能怎样？

后来你说累了，说不在一起了，

我能怎样？

后来我哭了，你却走了，

我能怎样？

后来我终于放下了，爬起来了，

你却回来了，我能怎样？

后来我说我累了，必须走了，

你却说原来最爱你的是我，

我能怎样？

后来我真的走了，不回头了，

你哭了，这一次，你能怎样…？

其实…如果当初你愿意珍惜，

我就不会害怕再接受这份爱…。