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Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

Sunday, September 5
04/08/2010 第25天 [ 而我__ 只是一场梦.. ]

八月四号, 我打了电话给你, 你总对我说你没有空..

你知道吗.? 我好想念你, 想念你的声音, 打了电话给你, 想你陪我聊聊几句, 可是我知道你不想跟我说话..

我忍住了眼泪..

当我的泪流的时候, 我对你说话的时候发抖, 因为我的心突然间很痛 , 感觉到要呕吐,

可是我忍, 我不能忍的时候, 我告诉你 : ‘你去忙吧’,

眼泪狂飙的时候, 我挂了电话, 因为我答应你我不会再哭泣, 我不想在你面前哭是所以我挂了电话..

打电话给了好多人, 却没有一个接我的电话, 所以我打给我的fb儿子, kenny yeo..

我在他的面前哭了, 我忍住, 可是kenny知道我哭了, 还说 :'妈咪, 你哭哈.?'

我停住不出声, 越哭越惨, 最后告诉了他我哭..

这是我第二次哭给他听, 因为我知道他会接我的电话, 他心里还有我这个妈咪..

而我自己的朋友, 知道我的处境, 便离我远远的...我只能靠fb朋友来聊天... =(

我哭不停, 被家人看到了, 感到很羞耻...

他们问我怎么了.? 我说我的头扭到,很痛...

我赶他们出去, 把自己锁在房里, 什么也不吃, 什么也不做..

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当我每天每天重复着一成不变得生活, 望着房间看出去, 有没有星星.?

开始怀疑....

所追求的是什么.?

所需要的是什么.?

所拥有的是什么.?

一闭上眼睛, 可以幻想出上千万个...现实生活中不会出现的情节...

可以想象无限的人种,

可是, 我又是什么呢.?

什么都是假的,

家人都是假的,

连你都是假的 .!!

心呢.? 也是假的 .!!

没有谁去在乎, 何必我会去在乎.?

我们都只是在这个假得很真的世界里饰演着最完美的角色...

或许那一天我突然惊醒..

你其实就是我

而我--- 只是一场梦...

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