no surprise here

Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!

You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!

A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world, a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts. i want to be 11 again. but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead. why am i always just a little too late? I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..

Sunday, September 5
[ 我知道,我已变了.. 我是谁 .?? 我也不懂了 .!!! ]

改变了.?

我知道,我都改变了

咳~

变得不乐观了是吗.?

变得不爱说话了.?

变得容易发脾气了.?

变得爱封闭自己了.?

这些我都听了无数次..

为什么大家都会觉得我变了.?

也许是真的...

现在的我,

真的只想把自己封闭起来,

不去面对人..


我爱活在自己的世界,

活在一个属于我的世界,

里面只有我允许的人存在,

幻想这一个世界,

是多么的美妙,

我这整个星期,

应该会换电话号码了,

两个原因,

1.因为我会哭

我会无缘无故打给他

不讲话

只想听听他的声音

我觉得我需要控制自己...

2.我想从新再来

也许那新号码

会让我变少朋友

我不需要

我的新号码

只会给那些对我重要的人

我不想有忧虑

不想有烦恼

我会逼自己喜欢这样的感觉...

_____________________________

最近的我,


已經變得一塌糊涂了,

模糊不清,

我是誰??

我也不懂
T____T



我

知道自己壓力很大,

我家里發生了一些問題,

是很嚴重的問題,

我完全不知道...

去哪里找個人傾訴.?

有哪一個人.?

可以耐心的聽我訴說的.?

有哪一個人,

在我掉淚的時候,

可以把肩膀借我.?

我覺得自己快撐不住了,

家里沒發生過這種事,

能撐下去了?

一個未知數.....='(


我

快考試了,

滿腦子都是家里問題,

讀不進腦,

或許是借口吧,

也許我應該說,

我根本不想讀了,

能不能就此荒廢學業.?

我

快變得不了解自己了..

我對自己很陌生..

我不斷的壓抑著自己的眼淚,

晚上每當閉上眼,

原來我不能睡著,

滿腦海漂浮著發生的問題,

覺得很失敗,

我做什么都那么失敗...

T__T


我

已經情緒化到終點了,

沒人可以比我在情緒化了,

我幾乎夸張到,

可以因為一支筆不見了,

大發脾氣,

因為某些小事,

全程臉黑,

很討厭這樣的自己,

我想改變,

變回之前的我....

我已經不在乎人家怎樣看我了!!!

覺得我喜歡某人.?

那就是吧...


覺得我討厭你.?

那就是吧...


覺得我很拽.?

那就是吧...

覺得我很沒腦.?

那就是吧...

要怎樣說我.

我也無所謂的...

沒有多余力氣去理會.

沒有多余時間去反擊.

我很累這樣的生活了.!!!!


T__________________T





by : Priscillia @ Momoko




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