Hey…I'm Priscillia Martinez,1st off,if you haven’t bothered to read to this point,read SOMETHING about me..Please be PATIENT, I'm not your normal girl.I don’t like being call SEXY or anything like that.It says don’t hit on me if your over 27.I'm being FUCKIN SERIOUS. I don’t mind..You TALKING to me,but obviously not reading my profile and being a perv is goin to get you blocked. And my life is a mever ending story. This chapter is the BEST one yet. I'm AWFULLY NICE. Sometimes too nice for my own good...But I will LEARN. I'm a person with a voice. I have a MIND, and I'm not afraid to speak it. It's almost impossible to HATE ME,but somehow certain people find a way.But I honestly don’t need people like that bringing me down.Right now, my life is PRETTY much PERFECT. Well,as close as it's going to get. If perfection existed, I think this would definantly be it. I try to live my life to it's fullest each and every SINGLE DAY, cause I know I won’t get far if I don’t.I get screwed up very easily cause I trust almost anyone, cause this is who I'm.So if you are here to tell me how to LOOK/ACT, don’t even bother. This is my life, & I'm living it the way I want to be. I'm AWARE that I can be a BITCH, but its people that influence that on me.I have done a lot of things in my past that I REGRET now. But they make me who I'm. I learn from them, & I will never make the same MISTAKES again.I'm very much a SUCKER for a HAPPY ENDING.I LOVE being happy with myself,cause I hardly am. Over these past few months however,I have been.I've got to say it really makes me feel ACCOMPLISHED.!!!
You like me, then I like you, you FUCKING SHIT me .?? Then I FUCK you back!
A regular muggle living in an all to muggle-world,
a little part of me died when i realised i'd never get to go to hogwarts.
i want to be 11 again.
but it's too late, cause severus snape's already dead.
why am i always just a little too late?
I'm painfully want to say i miss you but the words already cursed..
Friday, April 30
Im sorry all~ 对不起
各位在我部落格踏上脚印的朋友,
对不起,
又隔了一个星期没有update了,
因为突然我的部落格不能sign in,
不知道为什么,
现在能了,开心~
今天的话题是什么呢?
好多好多。
家事,友情,爱情,学校。。。
T〉T
’家事‘
好烦啊!!
哥哥一直打我,
还带了一些不三不四的人回家,
弄脏了,都是我在清洁。。
好累。。
全身都很痛。。
T〉T
没有人关心。。
T〉T
泪就不只不觉的流了。。
’友情‘
朋友一个又一个闹翻了。。
T。T
一个又一个离开我了!
好几次都为了他们而哭,
可是他们都不知道。。
[ 多了一个朋友又怎样?少了一个又怎样?]
记得她说的这一句话,
心碎了。。
毕竟我们认识才五年罢了。。
可是曾经的我们
一起玩,一起闹,
一起笑,一起疯,
一起温习功课,一起逃课,
一起吃,一起谈心事,
一起睡觉,一起冲凉(两个都有穿衣,别想多),
还有甚至抱着一起哭。。
那种感受,
这友情,
比我认识十多年的朋友我的姐妹还要更亲密,更好。
吵架了,过了几天就没事了。。
可是这次不同了,
她变了,
变得另外一个人了!
T。T
我独自一个人哭,一个人温习功课,
少了她的陪伴,我只好 一个人。。一个人。。一个人。。
可能这友谊不能在好回了。。
T〉T
To Lynn :
It's AMAZING when STRANGER become FRIEND,
but it's sSAD when friend become stranger,
i never want to LOSE you as a friend.
i met u as a STRANGER,
now i have you as a FRIEND.
i hope we meet in our next walk of life where FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS.
I may not be the most IMPORTANT person in your LIFE,
I just hope that when you hear my name,
you can SMILE and SAY
'she is my best friend for forever'
8:49 PM
Sunday, April 18
一个字
累
one word
TIRED
11:09 AM
Friday, April 16
We are here together,
it’s been so long
I’ve waited forever,
for this day to come
And I won’t leave you
alone tonight
You’re my heart
moving life inside
We won't fall again,
if you will let me lead
We’ll fall in love,
if you will hold to me
Never let go,
endure the pain to find no pain at all
Forget all the records,
previous lovers
Look into my eyes,
to dissolve the others
‘Cause I know where
you have laid tonight
I’m just one step away tonight
Say that you need me,
and I can give you everything
your heart’s been craving
‘Cause once I’ve held your hand,
I cannot stand, to see it waving goodbye
Please don’t go
Stay with me
Just stay with me
9:11 PM
Cause in ur eyes I'd lyk 2 stay
Comparisons r easily done
Once u've had a taste of perfection
Lyk an apple hangin from a tree
I picked d ripest 1
I stil got d seed
u said move on where do I go
I guess second best is all I wil noe
Cause when I'm v him
Im thinkin of u
Thinkin of Wat u wud do if u were d 1
hu was spendin d night
I wish tat I was lukin into ur eyes
u'r lyk an Indian summer
In d middle of winter
lyk a hard candy
v a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had d best
u said there's
Tons of fish in d water
So d waters I wil test
He kissed my lips I taste ur mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted v myself
Was lukin into...
u'r d best n yes I do regret
How I cud let myself let u go
基范: Girl, My Heart is cold, Please come back to me My Shining Moment, Forever
5:11 PM
That I shall never breathe again Breathe again
If I nerver feel you in my arms again
If I nerver feel your tender kiss again
If I nerver hear I lvoe you now and then will I never make love to you once again
Please understand if love ends Then I promise you, I promise you
That that I shall never breathe again Breathe again Breathe again
That I shall never breathe again Breathe again
And I can't stop thinkin' about About the way things used to be And I can't stop thinkin' about
About the love that you made to me And I can't get you outta my head
How in the world will I begin To let you walk right out my life And blow my heart away
And I can't stopcarin' about About the apple of my eye And I can't stop doin'without Without the center of my life And I can't get you outta my head And I know I can't pretend
And I can't stop thinkin' about About the way my life would be No I can't stop thinkin' about How could your love be leavin' me
And I can't geet you outta my mind God knows how hard I tried And if you walk right out my life God knows I'd surely die
And I can't stop doin' without Without the rhythm of my heart No I can't stop do'in without For I would surely fall apart
And I can't get you outta my mind Cause I know I can't deny it And I would die if you decide You won't see me again
4:45 PM
Sunday, April 11
tired !! feel wana 2 SLEEP
im vry TIRED oredi !! T.T
goin 2 SLEEP le~
nitez all~
muackz~ love u all~
milo room more nice? or my room? (my another house - room at KL) china,new zealand n kuching room din take~
9:30 PM
4.15pm下午~
4点15分了~ 也是米咯那边的早上时间~
我的米咯为什么还没有起床呢?
想念他哦~
让他在睡一会儿吧~
4:16 PM
饿`
so hungry~ ntg 2 eat~ T.T
11:48 AM
9.40am wake up~
9.40am 起床了~
好累~
眼睛还是很痛~ T。T
我真的好累~ 不知道为什么!!!
=(
去冲凉了~
9:43 AM
Saturday, April 10
Last Cry
my shatteredDREAM n BROKEN HEART~ r mending n d shelf~
i saw u holdin hands standin close 2 sum1 else~
nw i sit allALONEwishin all my feeling was GONE.. i gav myBEST to u~
NOTHING 4 me 2 do.. but hv ONE LAST CRY~
b4 i LEAVE it all bhind, i've gotta put u outta my MIND..
stop livin a LIE, i guess reli2 DOWN 2 my LAST CRY .!!
i was HERE, u was THRE,
guess we nvr cud agree while d sun shine on u~ i nid sum LOVE 2 RAIN on me.. stil i sit all ALONE~
T_T
[ im momoko ]
5:14 PM
over and over!!
over n over i tried~ over n over u lie~ over n over i shy~ over n over i cry!!