When I close my eyes I think of you and the times we've had been through. Even though we're far apart right now. I remember back when you were here with me, How you've made my world complete. But now I'm left alone. We talked about love and hope. Wishing we could start a life our own. I wish that I could live without you. Why did you tear my heart apart? You said you'd love me from the start, All those painful things you've put me through. But I'm still loving you.
 I've tried to give my best to you. I don't deserve the things you do. Everything has gone to memories. I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies.


Priscillia

我承認，我很任性 、每次都做出一些讓你頭疼的事情
我承認，我腦子很笨 、時常多想了很多事情 讓你不開心
我承認，我有壞脾氣還常常死要面子 、其實心裡難過的要命
我承認，我很愛流淚 、動不動就哭得要死要活
我承認，我有照片 、我沒有照片裡看起來的完美
我承認，我很急性子 ，什麽事情都要快 什麽都要準備好好
我承認，我不會下廚 、不能照顧你的三餐
 我承認，我常常粗心大意 、一點小事就會弄得亂七八糟
我承認，我很在乎愛情友情親情 、很容易讓自己弄得偏體凌傷
我承認，我很孩子氣 、喜歡和你撒嬌發脾氣
我承認，我很愛美 、總喜歡打扮自己，讓你看到漂亮的我
我承認，我很敬仰那些童話般的故事 、就會常常讓你改這些改哪些
我承認，我把你弄得很傷 、動不動就拿我們的感情開玩笑
除了我家人 、誰能忍受這樣的我 ?
就是你了  Mr. Right !!

♥
我的心情起伏都因為你，不開心的時候，只要你一句話我可以很快樂
我傷心的時候會聽傷心情歌，我幸福的時候會聽浪漫情歌
雖然我會見人說人話，見鬼說鬼話。但是在你面前我還是會忍不住說出一些變扭的賭氣話

 想你 、變成我唯一可以做的事 .
愛你 、變成我唯一可以走的路 .
我知道自己太過在乎這段感情了 、因為我只想付出我對你的愛
只想你能比我更在乎我們的這段感情 .
每次我都 、
以為未來還很遙遠 , 擔心你會變成回憶 , 總在心裡胡思亂想
我瞭解你有多麼不喜歡這樣的我 總說我想太多 
你嫌我煩了 、因為我可以因為一點小事就在意得要死 ◕ ̯͡◕

我會經常想 我們半年后 ,
一句不开心 ..
仍然依旧會陪伴左右嗎 ?

一年后 ,
我睡不着时 ..
還會有很多話題掛在嘴上嗎 ?

两年后 ,
看見我落淚 ..
还會像第一次那樣緊張嗎 ?

三年 、四年或者更久 ,
還能不能一如既往 ..
無需理由的对我呵護疼愛嗎 ?

成先生 、不管以後的路有多坎坷 我都希望你能牽著我的手 .
一路走下去
每個 十年 、二十年 、三十年 、四十年 、五十年 ............. 甚至更久

我想 、、、你想的和我想的一樣 ♥

好吗？ T__T

“I loved him so much and in return all I received today is loneliness and pain, I hate this feeling called love” This is what most of them say after losing the one they loved I wonder why I am feeling different, I was so much in love with this feeling called love and I am still loving it when he is gone. I am carrying a broken heart but still smiling inside because I know I have not lost anything. Ended relationship with a person with beautiful heart is like a exiting journey that came to end, yes there is a pain of separating from the one who was my partner in this journey but the memories that it gave me will always bring smile on my face. For others a broken relationship is “The End” of love but for me it’s just a “pause” because I know our story is not going to end like this

Yes, I am sad after losing you. But I am not guilt for loving you all these years. Yes, my heart is missing a part of it, but my memories are filled with affection given by you. Yes, there are tears in my eyes, But I smile every time I recall the time we spent together. Yes, your absence is haunting me. But you are still making my dreams beautiful after I close my eyes.

Yes, I loved looking towards your face all the time, But now I am also enjoying this darkness… As its making me recall of that black in your eyes. Yes, I loved to spend my evening with you, But now I am also enjoying walking alone… As every beautiful face reminds me of your smile. Yes, I loved speaking for hours with you on phone, But now I am also enjoying looking at it… As it still has invisible marks of the phone kisses given by you.

Yes, I have lost my love, But I am not guilt for loving him. I am thankful to this bottle of expired medicine, As this medicine once saved my life. Similarly I am thankful to Love which no longer exists, But still its memory is making me live. If I had two hearts in my chest, I would have given him the other one also to break.

Hhe shared with me his secrets and taught me how to trust, he has forgiven me for my lies and taught me how to love. Love was beautiful when it was there, Love is beautiful even now when it is gone. A False believe that he still loves me is enough, I Love Everything That happened To me In Love!!

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